Show me that all Men are not the Same........

For once in my life I want that one man to show me that all men are not the same. Im tired of the games and bullshit. I know that Im a damn good woman when it comes to taking care of my man. After awhile though that become what I call an asswhip. (annoying). I can cook, clean, work and do all of the above but why? Im tired of the whack ass brothers that are suppose to be single but have the extra shit going on in there lives. Guys you know what i'm talking about. There is someone I would like to get to know but Im not sure if they are feeling me the way that Im feeling them. Only time will tell. For the most parts I enjoy being single. It's less stress I have to deal with. I do get lonely and would love to share my bed with that one person. Nothing like having strong arms around me and making me feel happy. You know who you are so if you are feeling me let me know and keep it real. MAUH!!!!!!!

Happy 7th Birthday " Tianna Ebony Williams"

August 23rd 2002, Tianna Ebony Williams was born at 4:02 a.m. This is my one and only baby. She has been with me for 5 years and now she is with her father. Its been two years and I miss her so much. This is the first year that i won't be there for her birthday and I hope she understand that this not what mommy wants for her. I can't wait for the day for her to be back at home with me. I will be going to New Orleans labor day weekend to spend a little time with her. I'm still praying for God to bring us back together. I know financially I'm not stable right now but eventually God will make it happen because I have faith in him. I hope she have a great birthday. I will call and tell her happy birthday. She is my little Virgo Princess. I Really and truly Love her.

The meaning of sign VIRGO
Sixth sign of the zodiacYour element: EarthYour ruling planet: MercuryTarot card corresponding to your sign: The HermitYour lucky color: WhiteYour stone: DiamondIn your sign the Earth, the planet of solidity and realism, allies itself with Mercury to make Virgo the most balanced sign of the zodiac. But be careful - balance doesn't mean that there are no problems. Balance means rather that your problems rarely come from within yourself. Essentially, everything within you is moderation, sensitivity, stability, clarity, and fidelity.From the Earth you inherit your stability and your fidelity. You have a sense of what's real. You know what suits you, you have a precise and clear idea of your character and of your faults. From Mercury you have received a great talent for logic and clarity. You think things through a lot, particularly before acting. You do not like adventures, the unknown, and the unstable, especially in human relationships and your emotional life.This makes you someone who is particularly helpless when faced with the frivolity, infidelity and inconstancy of others. You suffer when other people betray you, or are unfaithful or deceitful. If on the other hand you feel yourself to be confident, popular, and well loved, you are capable of great generosity and of giving enormously of yourself and don't think of anything except of giving, offering, of covering with attentions and favors. In these cases, others take advantage of you and you recover with difficulty from a great deception, with wounds that are difficult to heal. You nevertheless know how to give of yourself to others without letting it go too far.Your relations to the other signs:Your temperament pushes you to get along with any sign, although some of them will later prove to be dangerous for you. This isn't a reason to avoid them, but being aware will help you to avoid unpleasantness. Therefore you should be careful of Leo, Geminis, and above all of Libras, who can lure you in with their charm and their originality.You will be able to appreciate certain Tauruses, who may share your taste for stability but who will always be trying to gain control over you. Be careful with Scorpios - avoid their tendency to complicate emotional relations and to cause suffering for pleasure.

I LOVE YOU DADDY............

The only man on the earth not to judge me....

My father and I share a relationship like no other. He would give me anything i wanted in life. Well, about a year in so many months ago he was dignosis with cancer. He lived a Godly and happy life until the death of my mother and brother. Back in 2000 the both of them a month in a half after each other went home to God. All of sudden my dad was dignosis with kidney problems and his health went down hill from there. I know more than sure that he already had the health problems before, but just didn't know until then. I expericenced him to go into a diabeted shock and almost die on me. I was the one to bring him back with the things I did to keep him alive. I was a nervous reck but i kept a straight head and did what was needed to keep him from dying that night. As time went on he slowly started going through it. After Hurricane Katrina he became a little worst than what he was. I believe that it was him not being happy in the situation of being away from home. He proceed to live with my older sister and she is a doctor, so i felt good about that. We talked and laughed and cried on the phone with each other. My dad use to always tell people that i was like his wife. If i ever wanted to talk about anything in my life he would be that linstening ear. On july 16th he was called home by God and that day i didn't know what to do. It was expected. It hurt so much because i was not there to say goodbye. A few days before that my brother called me and told me that my dad said to tell me goodbye. I feel bad because i could not make the funeral but everything happens for a reason. In my heart i know he may a little upset but he would understand. It was to much for me to handle from the family down to hurt and pain in my heart. Me not being there does not mean that i didn't Love him. Outside of everything else i had financial problems and no one could understand that. My family was stressing me out about not being there but i felt like with my medical condition all the stress would eventually kill me. It happened to my youngest brother after my mom died. He was 18 and my family stayed on his back and mine after my mom died. I feel like he died from stress because according to autopsy reports he was a healthy young man. It was a month in a half after my mom's death that he left this world. I can say that MOM, GRANNY, BABY BROTHER AND NOW DAD are all in a better place and don't have to worry about the struggles in life or suffering. I will always my all of them especially my DADDY.

LOVE ALWAYS........................

Feeling lonely.....

There comes a time in your life, when you will be lonely. Every man and women need that special someone in there life, whether it's a lover, friend, Husband, wife, boyfriend or girlfriend. You want that comfort, that chest or breast to lay on. You want some to make Love to that person all the time but, when no one is there who would you turn too? I think everyone should have that sexual person in their life, that turn them on and make them happy. I'm not talking about just random people, I'm talking about that special one. The one that you know is damn good in bed, whether they are with someone or not. Whether you want to be with them or not. No one can tell me that they don't have the one person in their life that keep them going sexually. If i had that person they would be mine and all mine. We would take long walks on the beach or in the park. We would make sweet love every time we are around each other. We would honestly feel that we need to be together all the time. If it's not about a relationship I know it's all about what's good. So, stop playing the game and take what you want. It maybe worth it in the long run. I'm not saying cheat but if it's good, get it.

Daily Reading...........

Sunday, August 16, 2009
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A Blossom That Eternally BloomsPastor Paula White
A good way to determine how steadfast your faith in Christ is, and how completely you have given your life over to the leading of God's Holy Spirit, is to consider the joyous message we are given in Galatians 5:22 - 25:
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Galatians 5:22 - 25
These verses offer an awesome, inspiring, and deeply comforting revelation of how the Christian believer's life, spirit, and actions should transform and manifest when truly "spirit-filled" and "delivered." I can find no better description in the Bible of what a believer experiences, shares and expresses, when listening to, acting out of, and sharing the Spirit of God.
In other words: our lives should "bloom" with the fruit - the "blossom" -- or living proof, of the Holy Spirit within us! And people should be able to see our fruit - in our actions, our words, our lives...as clearly as we might see a juicy, ripe orange hanging from a branch as we pass by...or smell the delicious fragrance of beautiful tulip in spring.
In the verses from Galatians, the words "love," "joy," "peace," "gentleness," and "goodness," immediately fill us with a gratitude to the Creator for His deep and abiding devotion to us. He is GOOD...and His Spirit fills us with His goodness, wraps us in His love, comforts us with His peace, and calms us with His gentleness - and define what true, lasting, and eternally accessible "joy of the Lord" is made up of.
"Longsuffering," "meekness," "faith" and "temperance," are words that describe the characteristics we should display to the world as mature, Spirit-filled Christian believers. Hard won, steadily nurtured, carefully tended virtues - these are the sometimes painfully cultivated fruits of a harvest that the Spirit reveals through our patient, passionate, and persistent commitment to getting the best of what God has to offer!
There is another vital reason for nurturing the Holy Spirit within: it is only through the guidance of that "small, still voice" that we will be able to reap the sustenance of God's grace, power, strength and fortitude during the darkest and most difficult seasons of our lives. His fruits within us are nourishing, empowering, and life-transforming characteristics that will show the world God's omnipotence - as in our weakness, but through His strength, even while shaken, we stand...when everything around us tumbles.
So seek to cultivate the fruits of the Spirit that God reveals in Galatians...and in every season of life, you will be a walking testimony of God's glory on our earth today - truly "a blossom in eternal bloom!"